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This Shouldn’t Be Happening
We don’t all have to go to India, we don’t all have to meet this master or that master, we don’t all have to follow a specific path, we don’t all have to have gone through the dark night of the soul, or have been blessed by shaktipat or grace or whatever.
Surrender (surrender of the seeking mind, surrender of the separate self, surrender into the heart of being) can take place any time and any where.
For some it has been in the midst of intense suffering, in prison, in pain, or at the brink of suicide…
The only thing that is important is the deepest desire to find what is more true than anything your mind can describe…
— Amoda Maa
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Ok, so about 6 months ago I had an experience while meditating I can’t explain it but it’s almost as if I saw behind the curtain if you know what I mean, I saw how we were all connected, there was a voice or thought that was not mine, a lot of blue colors. I came back to my self and I was in tears and couldn’t put it into words. I have not had the same experience again but I have not been the same since.
My reality completely changed…
Background prior: Military, gym rat, single dad, kind of tough around the edges. This shouldn’t be happening…
