Esperanza, I’m one of those people who needed not to have the preoccupations I had. My mind was encumbered and lacked spaciousness. Also, I hadn’t really applied myself to one of the main reasons I came into this lifetime. Those things combined meant it eventually became time to have a simpler life, with fewer distractions. I would not have voluntarily made the changes that had become imperative. Fate took a hand and did it for me, acting via my own decisions. All the beauties of my life, which I was very attached to, only served to keep me bound to my life as it was. Pain got my attention in a way beauty didn’t, at least as far as being willing to turn my life upside down.